My wings were returned to me, but I have forgotten how to fly

Life is just so unpredictable. Who would expect me to be writing a blog again! Ok, besides the fact that I added in the sweet little song before.

The other thing...is that, my wings had been returned to me. I had given them to someone, but she doesn't need them anymore. Four years and 3 mths approximately had flown passed me, not knowing how quick it was till today. And just like that, it has become yesterday, and will be another piece of my memory.

While I walk away, part of me will always be with her. Dunno if anyone will ever replace her in my heart, but she will always have a place there. I have not told her how much she had actually given me, and had not thank her for all the wonderful memories that I had the privilege of having with her in it. I do not hate her, and will not hate her. Neither will I blame her...There isn't a right or wrong in this world of emotions. I just hope she would be doing well and hope she can find happiness.

I will be meeting some people on Fri. Will engage in some talks with them, and see if I can hitch a ride to USA. Maybe I can just go there for week or two. That could be a good way to escape from the cruel reality for awhile. Mind you, its for work if you were wondering. But the chances are low though. We shall see how it goes after Fri.

Later, out.

Teardrops on my guitar - Taylor Swift

Teardrops On My Guitar (edited guy version - by Me)

Teardrops On My Guitar (edited guy version - by Me)

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so she won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet he's wonderful, that guy she talks about
And he's got everything that I have to live without

Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's so damn funny
That I can't even see anyone when she's with me
She says she's so in love, she's finally got it right,
I wonder if she knows she's all I think about at night

[Chorus:]
She's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
She's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

Drew walks by me, can she tell that I can't breathe?
And there she goes, so perfectly,The kind of flawless I wish I could be
He'd better hold him tight, give her all his love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know he's lucky cause

[Repeat Chorus]

So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put her picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight

She's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough for me to break my heart
She's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
She's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And she's all that I need to fall into..

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so she won't see.